I don't know how many times I've done this, I might have gotten tons of results from it, from what I remember there's always half the chance I'll get to be an introvert, the other half the extrovert. But I thought this result is kind of cool so I decided to post it up.

You Are An ISFP(Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving)

The Artist

You are a gifted artist or musician (though your talents may be dormant right now).

You enjoy spending your free time in nature, and you are good with animals and children.Simply put, you enjoy beauty in all its forms and live for the simple pleasures in life.

Gentle, sensitive, and compassionate - you are good at recognizing people's unspoken needs.In love, you are quiet and sweet yet very passionate. You love easily.You have an underlying love for all living things, and it's easy for you to accept someone into your heart.

At work, you do best in an unconventional position. You express yourself well and can work with almost anyone.You would make a good veterinarian, pediatrician, or composer.

How you see yourself: Sympathetic, kind, and communicative.
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Incompetent, insecure, and overly sensitive

What's Your Personality Type?

Try it out I guess, although I find myself looking at the question and ask, what if I'm both.
For those who managed to glimpse my msn display name from yesterday, you will notice that I'm publicising a particular http://nirvana-cove.blogspot.com/. Yeah that's a new blog I made recently, to specially note down about nirvana/perceptions sort of stuff that I sometime post on this blog. If I find the time I might move some of the older "inspirational" entries over. To like, let me flip through it as part of a memory of my teenage years when I'm old? Like more specific stuff than just everyday life which is appearing on this blog.

This blog won't go. Haha. It's been me for 4 years, and it'll be with me. Kind of reflects my personality of sticking with old stuff. Heh. Anyway, the advertisement, be sure to check it out.

Facets of Life

Enjoy, and please leave some comments ;) You'll notice that the tagboard's the same to. To have some form of link between the 2 blogs I guess =)
In my efforts to show people that I can do well...

Yet another winterbells high score

I can do it.

What color is your soul painted?

Blue

Your soul is painted the color blue, which embodies the characteristics of peace, patience, understanding, health, tranquility, protection, spiritual awareness, unity, harmony, calmness, coolness, confidence, dependability, loyalty, idealism, tackiness, and wisdom. Blue is the color of the element Water, and is symbolic of the ocean, sleep, twilight, and the sky.

Very long never do this kind of personality test stuff le. Chanced upon one on my senior's blog. Then realised I miss talking to him a lot. Hope he'll really do well for this year's As because he's really a darn good guy.
虽然自己真得很不快乐，有很多的不服，可是，还是尽力做到心平气和的self-nirvana。很多东西，i think不要lose control of yourself，就算领悟不到为什么，at least你自己对你现在的自己有一个交待。你不可以开始mess up你自己的life，otherwise，总有一天你真地会觉得，自己把自己搞得很fuked up。非常sorry我刚才连censor都没有censor那些粗话。你们也知道，我有三大特点 - 老实，笨，诚恳。我不想应为在网上要uphold good image，就不惜一切把自己弄得很像我很伟大，领悟到一些什么。说真的，到现在，我还不知道我到底输在哪里，加上xinxian的消息，使我自己感到很不平衡。I mean这是natural的，我也不想多想了。我发现不管我怎样想，事情的真相已摆在我眼前，根本就没有回头路了。想回头，只会让有些人讨厌我。我真的不想自己的朋友讨厌我。但是，我也不会隐瞒我的feelings。

应为自己长大了，也懂得控制自己的情绪，i think，如果这件事早一点发生，我有可能就夸在你面前。也应为我懂得控制自己的情绪，我又在一个很bad的day,set了新的high score，跟大家分享。

Winterbells High Score

Don't worry for me, 我会想办法在站起来的。Or maybe，不要担心，因为，in the first place，我真的没有倒下。偶尔帮个忙，listen to me发发牢骚，make me feel appreciated, i think这样子已经是对我最大的鼓励。As for band people out there who大概知道why I lose, please告诉我。Because我真得很白痴，不想面对事实。只有你们，can give me a slap on my face and tell me in the face that 我真的错了，真的输了。Maybe at that point of time, then I will 真正觉悟。Many thanks.
我不知道，为什么人人都说好事成双，每一次在我身上发生的事，成双的，只有坏事。

You could easily guess one thing that went wrong. Band Elections. Yeah, I ran for QM, for the 2nd time of my life, and I still lost. I don't know why. But maybe I'm just not good enough. Problems arise when I can't see what in me is not good enough for the post. Or maybe others are better. But I don't want to admit that there's people better than me. I think I'm a fucking retard. Yes, I think I am. I got so fucking egoistic that in the end I lost something I thought I'd win. And I won't admit that others are better. I think I'm shit.

Right before elections, I received a message from my ex-chairman Yinghao. XinXian has moved on... After a 4 year struggle with blood disorder. He's an inspirational figure. Especially after he's diagnosed with blood disorder. He struggled on and on, doing self-study even while recuperating from chemotherapy... He topped the class results, despite not being in school for a whole year. Memories of him in sec one being the few smartest kids in class, and being one of the people who'd joke with you about anything under the sun, he's been one of my best friends. And he promised me he'll get well... He broke the promise today too.

14th June 2007, you bet i'll remember this date forever. My salute to my friend Tan Xin Xian, you'll live in our hearts. For a long long time.

Just a little update on studies, I managed to finished concepts mugging for physics today. Except for gravity which is hellavu confusing. So tomorrow I'm gonna start working on questions and stuff yeah. Hopefully I can finish by this weekend and I'm gonna start on maths. I wonder if I even have the time for econs. I dont care really. I want a physics A, maths and chem at least B. If the standards are tough i'm willing to drop like a grade for each subject. I want physics H3.

Anyway, I realised I havent been blogging a lot about what's going on and stuff. I mean, I always enjoy big stuff on my blog, certain experiences, nirvana-ish talk. I mean, I enjoy what I'm going through, I've close friends things like that, somehow, I don't pen down as much as I used to. Even as I look back on my old blog entries, I start to remember the kind of person I used to be, how I've grown, because I blog about experiences, reflections etc. I'm still like that, but I found out that as time passes, many things we go through are vaguely the same. Which means I couldn't really write down interesting stuff I see everyday. I kind of dislike that kind of feeling. Simply means your life is relatively stagnant without learning new stuff.

Then just by writing down the above paragraph, I remembered something I used to tell others. Equilibrium in life. It doesn't mean that things stagnate, then you don't enjoy them anymore. This year is really a year I feel stable. A very stable life. I've got time to study, I have enough time with my friends, I love band, that sort of stuff. Which explains even if things remain the same, I enjoy every moment of it. Which is, kinda cool.

But when serious stuff comes to hand, I think we gotta start working on it properly.

Band Elections 2007

hello j1s,

this is regarding elections on thursday. I may have missed out some of your emails or sent to the wrong email so pls help to send to your friends. It will be from 9am to around 6pm held at salt centre.

The rough schedule of the day is

9-12 Treasurer, MWO, Quarter Masters, Librarian candidates run
12-1 Lunch
1-3 SC candidates run
3-5 BM candidates run
6 Release of results

You will be required to make a speech for each post that you run for. Whether you want to prepare or make an impromptu speech is up to you. The speech should preferably be around 5 min or less especially for the candidates running for non-SC/BM candidates due to time constraints.

All the best for elections and jiayou!

shueli

I have to admit it doesn't have a really cool-serious name "Band Elections 2007", but since it is quite significant I guess we randomly coin it like that for a start.

After the frequent thoughts of me ruining it all over again like what I did in sec 3, I really dont want it to repeat again, I'm afraid I have to do up a speech. I'm a vocal person. But someone vocal till the extent that he gets out of point, then ruin his own stuff.

I like sharing experiences, about life, about attitudes, about how we do stuff, about how we grew up. It's like what friends really are, because we can talk about ourselves to others. I'm always glad to have friends like that. Especially friends that stayed. Kudos to Clement, my friend since p3. To the others, don't be jealous =P You'll get your turn soon =D

P/S: 18禁不禁 episode 7 is damn nice. Wah seh, I think I will follow up the whole series sia. Dam cool. Got eye candy also ;) and I introduce you one fantastic game.

WinterBells

Click image to play. *Beware of addiction*

Aiyah, i think this hols play too much, making me a bit bodoh. I forgot to thank the a lot of people who made the concert a very nice experience for me.

Namely the seniors, our batchmates, friends and the audience. Friends who bought stuff for me, friends who attended to concert, friends who couldn't make it but still gave me their moral support. I think like that, I might as well thank the whole world. So okay, I think I thank the whole world. Then my friends come complain to me, ask me like that I thank and no thank got what difference. But I also dunno what to say, cause must be fair, everyone must thank ma. Hahaha. I think I dam retarded leh.

This post is really quite a ton of crap la, bo bian, my brains never work long long time le. But hor, siao this video make me high leh. Got this kind of gf I also want leh. I let chiu see.

《18禁不禁》 第7集预告

Sian, if only real life got such stuff, I think bad guys will also become good guys for the girls. -_-"
Capriccio XXIII ended yesterday. Which marks the last concert that our J2 seniors around. And although it wasn't particularly mentioned, the feeling of having the J2s leaving is already making us a bit lost. JC life is short. It has only been 6 months, thanks to Scherzando, 7 months. It has been an interesting experience, especially with the fun loving J2s. Yeah, so we'll miss them, and treasure the times we had, even if it's only a short 7 months.

Comments from most audience were that the concert was lively and entertaining. With special notings of siyao and my spastic and fanciful gimmicks during the second half. Although edward told me that my stickings were too heavy for new york and a bit of over-fanciful style of playing, I kind of enjoyed the concert because it's probably the only concert I've played for with such good audience response. It's a pity the ticket sales were barely hitting 600.

I didn't want to post this entry at first really, but I realised that youtube censored a lot of parts of my 《18禁不禁》. It's a really FANTASTIC drama serial recommended by my dearest senior Verce, and I just found another streaming link for episode 5 finally. And waiting for it. So thank it for making me post this rather short entry. I'll leave the first episode on the blog as well, for you guys who want some bit of entertainment to enjoy =P

《18禁不禁》

I swore I posted this up yesterday, but I guess it didn't get sent properly to diaryland's server. Ever heard of one of the famous classics Hotel California by Eagles? Yeah, one of my favourites too. Sometimes you wonder why certain things stay and certain things don't, it cant be explained. Some music just stays on forever, especially certain old classicals, we're just stuck. They dont ever seem to be outdated.

Hotel California - Eagles

Enjoy the times, take time to look back at the older days.
A new month, seeing that it's past 12 midnight and it's the first of june. New thoughts flooded me as I embarked on the 40 min journey home from toa payoh after the badminton game and dinner with the band. It's interesting to note how perception can change certain things. A lot.

Enjoy.

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